So here I am .... getting ever so close to turning 30 and i somehow thought i would have it all figured out by then. But everything is as uncertain as it was 5 years ago . Maybe even a little more so considering i feel my time is quickly running out and my biological clock is on overdrive!!



My fears are made worse by my mother and grandmother who are at their wits end that i am not married... and the nearing 30 issue mite drive them both to hospital in a few months.

I feel responsible and guilty fot their misery but I have reached a stage where i absolutely don't trust my own judgment when it comes to men. The choices i make are always wrong! So this is a total no win situation!



work is the one good thing but now with the fucked up way things are going any kind of work in the conflict zone is stalled and the bombs can now let lose and destory everything that was built during the so called ceasefire period. oh well i guess the catch phrase of the people in the WAnni would be "SHIT HAPPENS - ALL THE BLOODY TIME "



And time continues to speed by and nothing seems to be changing except of course the fact that there are Rajapakse's blooming all over the place taking over everybit of whats left our our country.



On a brighter note maybe this is just monday morning blues!! oh well .

My first post !

This is my very first blog and my very first post!!

I decided it was time to write about random things in my life and around me. While my views and thoughts may not be profound and awe inspiring I hope I enjoy this journey of discovering the blogger in me !!